Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing,(swing, swing) swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me (kiss me) down by the broken tree house
Swing me (swing me) upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring,(bring, bring) bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me


* So I'm in the mood to watch She's All That. I'll prolly rent it when I go to the library. Today is only Tuesday, I think i discussed this in my blog this morning. Yeah, I have tons of hw and such... I think a movie should be relaxing. Man I'll burn some of those aroma therapy candles... wow I hope they have my movie. So I'm off to do something, prolly sit on my butt, but what the hey.*

Wow, its 6:15 and I stayed up all night. Syke I'm waiting to go catch the big yellow cheese wagon. Man I can't wait for tomorrow, cuz that means I made it halfway through the week. Yeah so yesterday was Monday.... and the first day in school, which means I have 4 more days of classes. Yeah, I had an okay day. I did some homework, and chilled w/ Chris. Goodtimes spent by all. Yeah and now I sit here and wait, I really shouldn't wait, but I already get enough sleep so I can't do that. Maybe I can ... I don't know I have to leave in like 5 mins. So my foot,knees, and back all hurt, maybe I need a new bed. Yeah I think thats what I need. Yeah so I was listening to the radio this morning, like I do every morning and well, they were talking about how people pray mostly about good health. And I was all like, "Wow, thats true for me." Yeah I thought you might wanna know that, syke I know no one cares what I write. lol.
Well I'm off to the bus, bye bye.

At my Daddy's.
So I had a good week. The weather has been awsome. I'm in a good mood. I wanna be with my friends (oh yeah I dont have any, jkjk) Um, so i lost my hair thing AGAIN. I took a 3 hour nap today, cuz i didnt bring any of my homework to my dads.... so i slept instead. Well, I'm off to eat dinner, and I im gld my bed is in the room w/ the computer so i'll be on tonite. Peace.

Yup!
So, you probably don't realize how happy you make me feel ( ch'ya that's really corny, but its how I feel) Well, this dork hasn't been up to much, so yeah!

Well this weekend was awsome. Yeah I hung out w/ Chris everyday, and he makes me happy. Yeah, the weather was great so I was outside a lot. I had my first snowball of the season (there was something funny w/ that marshmellow). Yeah, and I saw Lord of the Rings Two Towers... ch'ya I didnt really get it but I had fun anyway. Well I'm so happy!!!!!! Yeah I'm also a major loser, but we all knew that. Smile...

It's so nice out there.

Yeah I'm loving this weather. Yesterday i woulda prefered to be outside, but i took a nap to get rid of my headache. Then I went over Chris' to watch movies w/ everybody. And i thought my mom was picking me up around 10:30, but NO she got there at 9:58... but i had fun with everyone. I still don't get why the person that invited everyone over to watch movies, went into the other room to play guitar.... Chris your a goober.

Then today, I woke up at 8 (w/ a headache). I ate outside, but it was still kindda chilly. Then, I painted these little dudes w/ my brother, rode his bike to my grandfathers, painted my nails, washed my mom's car, and I did this all outside. So, when I was done being outside i came in and took a shower. Now i'm all clean, and waiting to go out tonite... but thats in like 3 hours! So, I'm gonna listen to the radio or put in a movie. Peace Home Fries

Have you ever wanted something so bad, that you would cross an ocean just to get it?

Well if you have, that's excellent because it means you have goals and you wont let anything stand in your way, not even an ocean. And if you haven't wanted something that bad, then I don't know(LOL). Well, I want a few things but most of all I wanna be happy. Happiness is good, but if everyone was happy then life would stink. So I guess you have to have the best of both worlds, but I can live with that, as long as I'm happy for a moment in time. If you can make me smile or laugh then my goal as been achieved.

Friends, what else can I say... they are great!!! Without friends I don't think I would ever laugh, or smile, or cry, or show any emotion. My friends usually know what I need, and can help me out and I wanna thank all of you for that. Friends are what help me fulfill my life goal of happiness. THANK YOU ALL!


Some of my other goals:
~ Save someone
~ Work at a homeless shelter/ nursing home
~ Be Happy
~ Make friends, and keep the great ones I have
~ Find love <3 <3
~ Give Blood (because I hate needles)
~ Make a good future for myself.
~ Have a family
~ Love myself!!!


***So I hear tomorrow is national high five day... yeah I will not be taking part in that, because I have also heard I suck at giving high fives!***

Wow.
Wow its been awhile since I wrote anything worth reading in here.
Wow its funny how time flys.
Wow its amazing how things happen.
Wow I can't believe I'm here.

Yeah, the little word wow (if that's even a word) is awesome. So I haven't wrote anything good in my blog in a while, but I've been thinking. Yes, I have a brain, isn't that surprising! I often question why things happen, and then I start to question myself.... yeah I really have no life. But you have to question why things happen when they seem perfect. Like today, I had a really good day... and actually I've had about 4 good days, but then I start to wonder. I wonder if b/c I'm so happy, is someone else suffering? Or how did I get so happy? Why do I feel like this? So I've been thinking a lot about stuff like that.

Then I've been doing the solitude thing, well I haven't isolated myself but I spend a lot of time listening to music and that helps to isolate me. I've been questioning who I am, and what I want, and what I like, and what I need to do in the future. But this dissociation from others as caused me to grow apart from past relationships, and even relationships I have just recently built. So I need to step out of my room, and hang out with my friends. But I also have realized that by me staying away from my friends ( who I truly love) I'm starting to figure out what I like. I realize that my interest have been based on what others do, and the music I listened to was influenced by my friends, but now I'm starting to make my own choices.

I've also been motivated, well atleast today I was. I wanna try harder than I ever have, even though it might push me over the edge (I'm all up for taking risk). I want to start to run,as soon as the weather clears up. I wanna spend more time w/ my little brother he's a cool kid, and I've been to busy picking on him and fighting w/ him to realize it. Oh, and I wanna learn more about me... thats kindda weird to say you don't know yourself, but a lot of people don't know!!!

Well, I'm so happy I have something in here other than what I did today. So I had my little writing outlet and I feel better. Well I'm off to get my profile to work. Cya

So, spring break is almost over... it sucked!

Well, Thursday i did stuff. Like drive around forever, but I had fun. Oh, and I got a new cd, not too shabby. O, and I'm always reliving my childhood w/ Chris... we went and chilled at toys'r'us, goodtimes goodtimes.

Friday, I did homework and watched the brother until my dad picked us up. Then we went to the the movies, dinner, a car dealership, and then to my grandma's.

Today, I plan to pack, and get dressed. I have such high hopes. Yeah this break better get fun, or I'm gonna cry. Oh, this morning I downloaded a Maroon 5 ringtone (it was a waste of my money)

Thank goodness my Amanda is ungrounded, but I i still haven't got to hang out w/ her.

It's almost here!
Yes, my crappy spring break is almost here, thank goodness. Well today, today, i went to skool. Not much there, then I drove! Warning* I can't drive but I have the privilage, so if your on the road when i am... your the bigger moron* Well, after almost driving the car off the road I came home and did homework. My daddy stopped by, and I chilled at the park w/ Chris. Yeah, the park had no swings (what kindda park is that?) And now I am home, doing hw and that other useless stuff.

Emotional!
Today was emotional, but good. I have been good even w/ my lack of sleep and spring break. I will miss crew and all those ACTORS hehe. Yeah I had fun times these last few weeks. I really enjoyed it... i went into tech to get my 10 hrs and then i was done. But i stuck w/ it and i got much more, i made friends, learned stuff, and found something i really enjoyed. And I am pretty sure i'll keep up the friendships i made... cuz they aren't fake like some others I had. And this was the only time this year i didnt mind going to skool for 6 hours at a time... I really found something i liked. Well I will be sure to keep in touch w/ everyone. Oh, and i miss all my Howard county ppl what happened to yall? And Meggie C where are you (i never get to spend time w/ you ne more) :(

Love Always
~Amanda