I haven't written in here in a few days, but I have some stuff to say!

First I'll update yall on what I've been up to. Friday, I chilled. Saturday was awesome cause of Kenny-- Chesney that is! Sunday was full of fun with a picnic and a birthday and some Meghan staying over. Today, I chilled with Meghan Dan and Chris... that was some fun there!

Well, tomorrow I'm leaving for my Dad's so we can head to Tampa on Thursday. I have this cruise and some days in Tampa... hopefully my brother doesn’t get on my nerves. It should be fun.

Now to the me having something to say... well most of it wont make sense but here it goes. This summer is an excellent time to hangout with friends and looking at pictures and having conversations with old friends made me realize that I missed a lot this year. I really wanted this summer to be a time when I could catch up with everybody but when I spend time with people I feel like the odd man out. I miss having that one best friend or someone that knows exactly what’s going on. But these last few days have also helped me catch up with friends! That was nice. You never know the values of a friend until you feel like you are losing one, and in my case I felt like I was losing a lot. But all this pre-vacation stuff has helped me rebond with my dear friends.

Well, I have another friend of sorts, who I spend a lot of time with. And I absolutely love it- it's just so nice to be able to spend so much time with the same person and not get sick of them. lol. Yeah, well this vacation is gonna be hard on me cause I haven’t been this long with out seeing them. But it should be good for me... I'm going on a cruise for crying out loud, but it will also give me some time to think things out. Have you ever realized that you can be so close to someone and it’s still hard to tell them how you feel? or what you wanna say doesn't come out as planned? Yeah, well that happens to me all the time... and then hopefully after this trip things I wanna say will come out as planned. Like how much-- oh never mind

On and thanks to some awesome friends.. Amanda and Chris I kindda like this Matchbook Romance crap. Just kidding its not crap. And along with Miss Knopp I've really enjoyed the song tiger lily! Yeah well it kindda hits home... nah it hits home perfectly!!! Enjoy...

We drive tonight and you are by my side we're talking about our lives like we've known each other forever the time flies by with the sound of your voice its close to paradise with the end surely near and if I could only stop the car and hold onto you and never let go I'll never let go as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said "I'll be going through with drawl of you for this one night we have spent" and I want to speak these words but I guess I'll just bite my tongue and except someday, somehow as the words that we'll hang from And I, I don't want to speak these words cause I, I don't want to make things any worse Why does tonight have to end Why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts we'll skip the goodbyes If I had it my way I'd turn the car around and run away just you and I

Well that’s all I have for my blogger. But as soon as I get back from Florida I will be sure to inform everyone about what I did. XoXo